3 Too Many

“Are you thinking what I’m thinking that I think that you’re thinking I’m thinking because if you think that I think what I think I’m thinking then we’ve got a problem?“ – Unknown

Nausea is the flavour of the night and day.  Woke on several occasions either feeling ill or in pain. Meds don’t seem to be doing a lot for either but then I am that tired I think for once it has worked in my favour as I just turn over and go to sleep again instantly – well almost.  Woke at 7:30 am and had prepared all my morning meds in advance so I didn’t have to get up to take them.  And not feeling like a cup of anything this morning as I really struggle to even have water.  Lay there reading for a bit then eventually get up and on with the day – and it is a beautiful day too.

Jacob has a cold so avoiding him at all costs, as my immune system will be at its lowest almost.  Have a very slow day all round as not wanting to venture to far feeling like I do.  Also feeling very vauge/foggy in the head now so not coping well with that.  Fall alseep in the sun and burn my shins – doh!!  Manage to eat a little just after lunchtime, but it is not sitting at all well.  Starting to feel lousy and sleepy again So go for  walk to get an ice cream and some fresh air. Jacob and I have a fat chat about lots – nice.  Get home feeling a bit better and fold the washing while Jacob and I continue our talk.  Answer some really difficult questions – but it has to be done.  Keep the answers simple and honest.  He is fine and I think it has been well overdue coming.  It also helps me a lot too.  Nausea gives way to vomiting late arvo.  Bugger it!!

Average evening, no dinner as can’t even think about food. Just keep dealing the best I can with the Chemo hangover as I call it. I will rally though and bounce back from this.  Hope that everyone has had a fab day/evening/arvo – and are feeling healthy and bright.  Take care folkly, dokely’s.  Sorry its short today, but really, brain not running on all cylinders and I’m feeling too crappy to write anymore.

Kia Kaha.