Day 14 of 23 treatment free. “A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one’s heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping, and with the breath of kindness blow the rest away.” – Unknown Wake […]
Day 13 of 23 treatment free. “The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love.” – Hubert H. Humphrey, Jr. Wake at 5:30 and lay there staring at the ceiling thinking about crap till about 6:45 – then fall asleep & sleep through the alarm until 7:25 so a mad rush to get ready! Murphy’s law […]
Day 12 of 23 treatment free. “A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.” – Unknown One word for today – Angry! Wake at 4:15 take pain killers – then back to bed. Doze on and off then finally seem to go back to […]
Day 11 of 23 treatment free. “Smile, tomorrow will be worse” – Anonymous Wake at 4:15 and drift on and off until about 7:15. No point getting out of bed as no urgent drugs to take and nothing to get up for. Gives me plenty of thinking time. Feeling really good physically today but still […]
Day 10 of 23 treatment free. “When I’m right, no one remembers, when I’m wrong, no one forgets” – Anonymous Another night down another day beginning – bloody frosty though. Broken sleep again – guess there is some normality to this and the pain all been part of having cancer. Yet another thing they don’t tell […]
Day 9 of 23 treatment free. “Crying doesn’t help anything, try your luck with violent mood swings” – Anonymous A sleep in – well 6am anyway. But a less broken sleep and less pain. Maybe it was just that I was so bloody shattered after the move yesterday that made me sleep and taking pain killers […]
Day 8 of 23 treatment free. “Never do anything that you wouldn’t want to explain to the paramedics” – Anonymous Another early start with the usual suspects – head to pain killers at 4:45 and wait for them to kick in. Have a bad time with tremors too – can bearly hold a glass of water straight without […]
Day 7 of 23 treatment free. “Life is just a phase you’re going through…you’ll get over it” – Anonymous You may have noticed that I have started putting quotes at the beginning of the blog. There is also a couple of poems I may share sometime. These are just little ditties that help me get thru the crap […]
Day 6 of 23 treatment free. “It may be that my sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others” – Anonymous Still not brilliant as the pain in the head is still very much there – guess this is part of what happens when you have these mofo’s of this […]
I’m free again!! Discharged myself this morning about 11am with some new scripts and a new drug plan for the next few days. Was admitted as I once again fell apart with a migraine yesterday morning. Even 4 codeine tablets couldn’t deal to it at all, nor the migraine tablets I have too. Vomitting too. Vaguely remember going to […]