3 Too Many

“Sometimes the best memories are sad because you know they will never happen again.” – Unknown

Fairly solid sleep, but then enough pain killers numbs everything!  Wake up a bit flat and a bit sore still from yesterday, but decide to head down to the gym.  I am going to keep up this routine now, if it kills me (whoops, bad taste, black humour)  Oh have a laugh!  No but seriously, I need and want to get back into shape as I am going to have a good summer.  I was talking with Sue today, and barring my hair, or lack of it, I have had a couple of people in the last day or 2 say that looking at me they would not guess that I have cancer.  This really has lifted me emotionally and mentally, as it means that my conscious image that I have of a cancer suffer is now suppressed quite a bit.  I don’t want to be seen as another person with cancer, I want to be seen as me – well like the old me.  I have nearly dropped all the steroid weight and my face isn’t as chipmunkish (round).  I’m feeling good about myself – well mostly.  So anyway – down to the gym, and weights and Spin bike again. 

Have a good workout, which refreshes me and gives a good start to the day.  Manage a small breakfast as feeling nausous.  Then get ready for work.  Sunny warm morning – it is going to be a good day I feel.  Get into work and have a busy but good day.  I feel I am getting more porductive again – remembering how to do stuff, which makes me feel better.  Head off about 1:30 as got to go via the Chemist and I’m starting to fade a bit.

Get home and login to work for a bit more. Temping to go out and sit in the sun but don’t want too.  Body has a few aches and pains still, from yesterday.  Very odd all that happened as been looking up what would cause a sudden pain level like I had to be released like that.  But whatever trick the body played on me it can stop it as it was cruel and just a shear debilitating pain.

Get dinner ready – spring lamb shanks (well I guess there won’t be a lot of Spring left in their legs now) in Rosemary and Balsamic Vinegar Jus with mashed spuds and green beans.  Now even I was impressed with how good this tasted!  Nausea or not, I was eating!  Sit down then to blog and update my tablet to Ice Cream Sandwich (Android).  Then going to hit the bed early as the book is good and want to have a good ready tonight before falling asleep.  So will sign off there folks.  Hope all have had a good day too.  Sorry no in depth thinking or the likes today.  I have a few things that I have been mulling over but just got to get them in the right way in my head, so to speak, before I unleash them on the world.  Maybe tomorrow, I think.

Kia Kaha.