“Life is not on a remote, so get up and change it yourself.” – Karen Thompson Well mark this day in history – I went to bed about 1:30am and woke again at 8:30 – so what can be classed as a full night, uninterrupted sleep!! The first one in over a month and a […]
“The problem is not the problem; the problem is your attitude about the problem.” – Captain Jack Sparrow Well, if you can translate last nights dribble then you’ll see that I was up until about 3am-ish trying to spit out the blog. I apologise firstly for the dribble, and then secondly for the random way […]
“The two foes of human happiness are pain and boredom.” – Arthur Schopenhauer Sorry its late – ironically fell asleep. Simple as today – pain! That’s it. Lumbar based agony is more precise but it is not the most pleasant to have anyhow. Wake and up 3 times with it during the night. The last […]
“It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.” – Unknown Broken sleep yet again. No surprises there. But the sleep breaks are about every 2 hours. Seems the sleeping pills don’t really work today. Manage […]
“Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.” – Unknown Gave in and took a bloody sleeping pill last night – good and bad idea!! Good in that yes I did get to sleep, bad in that I spend all today feeling flat, terrible and emotiionally beaten down. I woke several times with pain (guess even […]
“Warning: Dates in Calendar are closer than they appear.” – Unknown If there is one really, really, shitty thing (other than the obvious) from all this Cancer crap, it has to be the pain! Well mainly body pain that should be. No warnings it is just on or off basically. And it does it at the most […]
“Each day comes bearing its own gifts. Untie the ribbons.” – Ruth Ann Schabacker Sleep – yep – bits of it did happen but not an overwhelming amount of it or what there was, quality was lacking. Consequently I am now fighting the fatigue monster head on and would rate it about 50/50 on the stakes […]
“If you woke up breathing, congratulations! You have another chance.” – Andrea Boydston Finally went to sleep properly about 3:15am, after dozing off several times. Too bloody hot to sleep anyway, and just manage to get the blog sorted – sorry it was so late! Jacob crawls into bed next to me about 4am – […]
“Don’t trust people whose feelings change with time. Trust people whose feelings remain the same, even when the time changes.” – Unknown Feeling great for having a semi-decent sleep. Missed about 2 hours all up to pain, and just odd waking pattern. Managed several times to just snuggle back down to sleep during the night […]
“Life is not lost by dying; life is lost minute by minute, day by dragging day, in all the thousand small uncaring ways.” – Stephen Vincent Benét Well talk about interesting sleeps – or lack of then to much. The usual pattern last night with sleep, to bed, then up again about 3am. This time […]