3 Too Many

Interesting – I am in such a messed state that I actually started to write something for the blog this morning, but having read it, it will not be published as It simply makes nonsense.  Wow the drugs must work   There was some other text written here but in one of newly identified seizures, it has been deleted – honest!!! 

 

Crap sleep anyway only a couple of hours really so nothing to report there.  Still waking with night terrors and suffocation feelings, which isn’t fun.  Though this may change today yet.  See I have an appointment with the Doctor today to get a new med which is meant to help with anxiety, etc.  Doc goes well and the recipe for the new med is sent too the chemist – yep old style here and they have to make from scratch. 

 

Head into work as it is Ham day (the day the company puts on Xmas ham and bread, etc.  Good day – though busy.  Have to head off home early as Lachie has a Dentist appointment.  I keep trying to fix and issue from the night before.  Not in a great head space and not coping well.  Sue returns with the new drugs and decide to give it a test.  Awesome!!!!   How bloody wonderful.  Within about 15 minutes of taking it I am feeling the best that I have in months!!  Honestly  – months.  Long may it continue.  Fish turns up to take me to the Vicergae.

 

Have a good evening catching up until I break down.  Pain – just writhing pain shoots through your body and Fish then drops me home.  Fighting the Absensce Siezures is hard as I miss M&D time, delete some of the blog, and pain.  Sick of this.  Well at least I have the new meds to rescue me I hope, so fingers crossed for a better evening rest is expected.  Sorry for the chop and change blog today, but not going very well.  Hope all have had a great day.  Take care.

 

Kia Kaha.