“People may doubt what you say, but they will believe what you do.” – Lewis Cass Crappy sleep, crappy head, not in a good mood or place. Hurting and just want the night to start again so I can actually get some rest. Sick of this cancer crap, and the drugs to ‘ease’ it as […]
“Don’t confuse your path with your destination, just because it’s stormy now doesn’t mean you aren’t headed for sunshine” – Unknown Well yesterday I was heralding the new pain-killer. Today I am cursing its side effects! I started suffering the effects just after I finished last nights blog. I won’t go into the detail of them but […]
“Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you are alive, it isn’t.” – Richard Bach Sleep – who needs sleep? I don’t think I managed a full hours sleep at all last night. Every hour, awake! Damn near on the hour too. And I was in a foul mood most […]
“It’s never too late to be what you might have been.” – George Eliot 5:55 and the ceiling is looking – well, like a ceiling! Have some quiet time thinking about things before the alarm goes at 6:30. It was 6 months yesterday since I found out that I had these MoFo’s. Can you believe […]
“Some have been thought brave because they were afraid to run away.” – Thomas Fuller Sleep – lots of it! Party? What party? Pain? What pain? Nausea – well that’s there still, but managed to have a minimally restless sleep. Probably just so bloody tired, and the drugs from Friday still lurking in my system. Get […]
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.” – Lao Tzu Well the steroids have done their usual thing – very restless sleep with the brain buzzing at 10 to the dozen. Mange to get to sleep about 12:30 but wake at 12:50 thinking that I’ve been asleep […]
“Strength does not come from physical capacity – it comes from an indomitable will.” – Mahatma Gandhi Today it will be very short and sweet as not in a brilliant way and been in hospital. Woke to the usual pains, but in a heightened level and nausea is terrible. Drug up and it takes some edge off, […]
“I try to take one day at a time but sometimes several days attack me at once!” – Unknown Happy Birthday Jacob! Bloody restless sleep – I hate them. Surely there is a better way to suffer than all this crap I seem to get added to. Feeling lousy as too. It is getting tougher […]
“Self-worth is not measured by accolades, but by being able to look in the mirror and smile.” Oh sleep where were you! Managed to doze off about 1am to then have a very broken sleep until 5am. I am having the grip of the Chemo get a hold of me sooner this time. I appreciate […]
“Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart” – A.A. Milne “Don’t die wondering” – Unknown Restless sleep due to the Chemo but it’s OK, at least I had some sleep. Wake properly at 6:15 and contemplate life, the universe and everything in it. Quick check of pains and aches – nothing […]