3 Too Many

“People may doubt what you say, but they will believe what you do.” – Lewis Cass

 Crappy sleep, crappy head, not in a good mood or place.  Hurting and just want the night to start again so I can actually get some rest.  Sick of this cancer crap, and the drugs to ‘ease’ it as they do more bloody damage than the problem itself.  Not in the mood for been overly social today too, but heading into the office so will put on my happy face for them.  Get up and face the day – blah!  Do I have to do anything at all today?  Neck is sore like I’ve been hit from behind. Go and manage to have some breakfast – I am force feeding myself so that at least I have something in my tum, and it seems to hold off the nausea a bit too.

Off to the office after missing yesterday in there due to the side effects of the new pain killers.  Pick up where I left off.  Day drags on – to the point I check that my watch hasn’t stopped!  Just want to fast forward today.

And there we have most of Friday before the website crashed and took everything away – gggrrr!!!  Thankfully that happened as I was on the way to a very negative horrible rant really.  Sorry I didn’t get the blog updated later on, but hey, that’s how it is.  For your sanity it was a good thing. 

Anyhow, hope all had a great Thursday.  WIll try to get Friday’s blog up ion a timely fashion.

Kia Kaha.