Day 24 of 26 Treatment Free = 2 days till T day 2 (2 days till treatment round 2 Chemo only). Restless sleep, but OK. Get up at 6:15 and head for the spin bike again – steady on 2 days in a row is 1 day off a habit! Manage to do 5.2kms in 15mins today. […]
Day 23 of 26 Treatment Free or now it is going to be 3 days till T day 2 (3 days till treatment round 2, Chemo, starts). Drifting on and off since about 4:45 but wait till 6:15 till getting up. Head feeling great again – yay. Body not aching either – double yay! Can’t wait […]
Day 22 of 28 Treatment Free – well since the meeting with the Chemo doc today this has changed to be Day 22 of 26 Treatment Free. Welcome to a new day! Drifting on & off since about 5ish but give in to discomfort at 6 – which is fine. Clear headed feeling too – hell […]
Day 21 of 28 Treatment Free. Well for all the crap going through my head and the pitiful self sorry, I eventually got to sleep about 1:30ish. And had a half decent sleep too – woke at about 8:45 – must have been the incredible 8 minute starring run at footy yesterday wore me out […]
Day 20 of 28 Treatment Free. As I was saying on Friday’s ramble – the head is not in a good place / space and when I go to bed I am not switching off again. But this time I think it is more because of the where I feel I am with things. I am […]
Day 19 of 28 Treatment Free. Drifting on & off since 3:45am after not getting to sleep until after midnight. Resist the temptation to get up early until 6:20ish. Only reason to get up early is that I’m going into the office today, else not a lot else to be up for. A lovely foggy day […]
Day 18 of 28 Treatment Free. No early start today – as a late night in the end. The brain is in overtime mode again, so sleep doesn’t come easily. Lots going through the mind and many emotions thoughts and feelings. Don’t know if it is just not undergoing any definitive treatment that is doing this to […]
Day 17 of 28 Treatment Free. Wake since 4:30 ish but stay put as no point getting up so doze on and off. The usual pain is there so you know the routine.Have been thinking that I really need to snap myself out of this down moment I’m in. Head is mentally in a fuzzy place – […]
Day 16 of 28 Treatment Free. Only a 5:45am start today – more because of mulling things over than pain or the other crap that goes with this ‘new way’ of living. Yep not in a good head space I guess – but also it is the right head space to be dealing with what I […]
Day 15 of 28 Treatment Free. Slept through another night, but think it is due to share tiredness more than anything. I am finding myself emotionally exhausted at the moment. There is so much that is close to the surface and it is tiring dealing with it. It is also probably the weekend catching me up […]