3 Too Many

Day 1 of 23 treatment free.

There may be no Chemo today but it doesn’t stop me waking at 4:15.  Can’t really settle back into a proper sleep and doze on and off. eventually get up at 6:15 as, once again, uncomfortable with pain in head and legs.  In fact legs hurting so much I struggle to walk properly – fun trying to go downstairs.  One at a time works well!  Make it down without incidence.Pain killers – excellent!  Feeling comfortably numb in no time – what a way to start the day.  Now that’s the pain dealt with – only the shitty attitude I am wearing today to deal with or is that to deal out!  In my head I am just not in a very positive frame of mind and feel I’ve got a very short fuse.  No brekky as don’t feel like eating so decide to go into work as don’t want to be at home today.  We have to head off early today so at work just after 8. 

Manage to hang in at work until 11:30 as I am feeling really lousy so Sue picks me up and drops me home.  She then takes Lachie to the dentist so he can get a tooth pulled out. I rest up the best I can feeling ill and thumping head again.  Get picked up and go to Hoon Hay Road to check progress & collect mail.  Pickup Lachie from school then and head to Pam & Karls for a visit.  Then to pick up Jacob from Brad’s house.

Home for tea then and time to blog and rest.  It seems to be the pattern of my life at the moment   Sorry nothing too exciting in the day or the blog – I have some deep stuff to spill out but the head is not good for doing so – so it will have to wait until tomorrow.  Take care all.

Kia Kaha.