T Day = 5 (Adjuvant chemoradiation) – 25 Radiation & 37 Chemo to go this round. Sleep – glorious sleep – I managed to get a broken but near 5-6 hours sleep last night! Up at 5:30am still but feel like a bunch of fluffies Obviously the 3 bro’s were in a bad head space 9 no […]
T Day – 4 of 42 this round (26 Radiation to go 38 Chemo) Howdy folks – one word to sum the day foggy!! In essence I’ve had about 3-4 hours sleep – but of that about really 1 1/2 – 2 hours actual sleep. The brain just would not shutdown last night at all. Actually […]
Morning campers – lovely 5:30am start today but had a decent 5 hour odd sleep without too much extra mind activity! Mind you I have been thinking about a blurb I’m going to write for the Halswell Premiers Chatham Cup game this weekend – feel quite privileged. So with this in mind head downstairs for the day as […]
Howdy folks – another early start 4am! For as tired s I was yesterday last night, I just couldn’t shutdown for the night! And when I did managed to doze off my mind was off in very dark places about what is happening, the end, etc, etc – so I won’t be sharing – sorry. […]
Well here it is – T Day!!! The day that the real battle begins. This is the point in time that I have been waiting for since the initial black Friday news on 30 March, where the radiation and chemical treatment is the ammunition along with my determination, grit and inner mental strength to fight these […]
Early start again today – up at 5 am – head and tum hurting so downstairs for drugs. Decide to make a MIlo and do Saturday’s blog as feeling wide awake. managed to have about 6 hours straight sleep last night and physically feeling the best I have in days – yay. This could also be […]
Sorry for the lateness of Saturday’s posting – been a very busy tiring day Another early starter – awake at 5am in pain (but yahoo – slept for about 5.5 hours straight) – chest and head – so drug up & crawl back to bed & manage to doze till about 6:30 when brian turns on. […]
Well how is this for starting a new day – it’s 5:45am and already about to douse you in the depths of the day! Have a busy day ahead – well for me I think anyway and as we’re at Jacob’s school production tonight I don’t want to be late posting – more tiring to manage my […]
Well another day bites the dust! Well over yesterdays rollercoaster of sadness and tears. Guess days like that will happen occasionally and they need to happen as it is healthy for all. Had a crappy sleep in the end – managed to go to sleep about 2am ish and wake up at 5:30am – but feel fantastic – […]
Another restless night brain wise – things going through my head but not keeping me awake thankfully – just processing stuff in the background thankfully. woke about 5:45 as now seems to be my new norm feeling sad – actually not sad – more sorry for myself Decide to head to the gym to let […]